
Emily & Ian
“365 days down, forever to go.” These words came from a letter that my husband Ian wrote me for our first wedding anniversary. It was June of 2019 when I found it stuffed away in my underwear drawer and re-read it. Ian had passed away just three months ago. “Forever to go.” The tears flowed as I realized how I had not only lost my husband, my soulmate, and the father of my two child ren, but I also lost our beautiful future together. I lost our forever — our dreams of growing old together, of watching our children reach milestones and seeing them grow up. I lost my identity as Ian’s wife, his partner-in-crime and in life. I lost my direction and purpose in